January 2010
40 posts
resolutions.
i have two very contradictory opinions on the whole new years resolution thing.
on one hand, i dont really understand why people need to wait until new years to resolve things, especially when they are as vague as “be a better person, be a better friend, be a better daughter” etc. why dont you resolve to do these things as soon as you realize that youre being a shitty friend? why do...
year!
i just spent the past 3 hours in my car with kimberlee and frozen yogurt doing a month by month recap of the year.
i really cant belive its over!
i want to say that 2009 sucked but it didnt really… it was pretty amazing. i think it was filled with INTENSE ups and INTENSE downs. there werent really many periods of just… being.
i just skimmed over the post i made on january 1st 2009...
December 2009
27 posts
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old graphics
sitting in my room the other day working on my portfolio, i suddenly remembered how good some of my old stuff was.
one thing about being a traditional artist is that you will always have, in most cases, access to your old stuff. Its something tangible— a virus cant delete a canvas and your paper wont crash. but with graphics its different. hardware upgrades, viruses, memory loss, etc are...
im a l0st kid
this feeling after moving, crawling, spinning on the slightly padded studio floor is unmatchable. Sweating out the stress of all that you have to do until your feet are sore. The moment right after going numb but right before that feeling of passing out is amazing.
barted to sf for the l0st kids charity workshop and learned an amazing piece to an amazing song by an amazing choreographer. kyle...
do da dansings!
tomorrow (today) was supposed to be 6 hours of dancing but idk if thats going to happen lawls well see what time i wake up…
im excited for second semester though! hopefully ill finally have time to take some classes and learn real technique and shit. get some groove goingggg!
this post is dumb.
redbox
in the past 3 days of having redbox, my mother, brother, and i have watched:
angels&demons
taking of pelham 123
harry potter hbp
frost/nixon
i love watching all genres of movies: comedies, horror, whatever. but whenever its the three of us, i love to watch suspenseful movies.
weve been going at a rate of a movie a day with the exception of two today. my plans for the rest of the week...
portfolio
SHOULD
NOT
BE
THIS
FUCKING
HARD!
18 days to make magic happen.
2 things to post about l8er
1. religion
2. movies/making of them
“Religion is flawed, but only because man is flawed.”
– Angels&Demons
mass texts
“merry christmas! you know i love you! hope you have a great holiday!”
i never understood the point of mass texts. basically what youre telling me is that i am on your contacts list in your phone. hooray for me! I mean i’d love to be happy just because they included me in that ~super exclusive mass text bundle~ but I just can’t. I don’t find the idea of sending a...
oh yah
its christmas and im posting dark shit about guns and revenge and freaky as fuq rihanna…
0h wells!
formspring posts
make me jealous!
i kind of want to make one but i dont think anyone will ask me questions or leave me messages about how much they love me or secretly admire me etc.
home!
food, unpack, shower, and finally commence first winter break late night aim/graphic session!
ambitious winter break project #1
organize itunes library.
…or at least half of it?
and graphics and pages and deco, oh my!
tomorrow is going to be one of the most stressful days ever.
its kind of odd how my stressful days are no longer made up of this test and that quiz, but rather interact events, yearbook deadlines, and asb activities. At any one time I have about 10 different grapics to make, theres always an event to be planned for, and deadlines and proofs lining up out the door.
Tomorrow is going to be...
“fake it ‘til you make it.”
january 15
is not that far away. time to get crackin on my folio!
sigh...
you know youre depressed when
you listen to the radio for four hours straight in attempts to win gaga tickets because its the only thing that can make you feel better.
oh mommy
sitting on the couch after being fed soup and bread, my mom on one side and me on the other watching/discussing/freaking out over depserate housewives, both of us with laptops on our laps. the apple really doesnt fall far from the tree.
take a moment.
stop.
breathe.
realize that you should be happy to be alive.
happiness.
resume stress!