January 2011
17 posts
2010
i honestly feel like the count down tonight is more of a funeral than a celebration. ok yeah me being a drama queen whatever, but it really does feel like im losing something important to me and i really dont want to let go of it.
expand on this later… maybe next year?
December 2010
14 posts
things im trying not to do:
spam facebook/tumblr with details of my shitty day.
i think i’ve told a grand total of 3 people the sad life that i’ve lead for the past 24 hours; if you were one of them, feel special!
i’m also trying not to leave these posts of fragmented sentences and what not…. ok lohan didn’t ween off of coke in a day in rehab (neither did spleesh…) so don’t expect...
all i want in life
nicki minaj, peppermint mocha (dark chocolate is preferred but regular is fine too) iced, and a serial code to adobe cs5 series (at least photoshop if nothing else).
that’s it.
oceanography suqz
i dont cry over grades very often but i was SO close to a fucking A. SO. DAMN. CLOSE.
goodbye usc!
intoxicated mindset > toxic mindset
TOO BAD IM TAKING TYLENOL AND CANT MIX ALC WITH MEDICINE……………..
resolution of the week: get fucked up thursday ^_~
goodnight tumblr world, c u @ 8AM tomorrow for dat final which is about to be hard as fuqqq
toxic mindset
is what i am in right now.
TOXIC fuck i cant even write this post and its taking all of my self control to publish this instead of saving it as a draft because this way i feel like i will have to explain myself eventually.
also finals week is not a good time for your shit.
honestly either my grades can die or i can.
revelations
my dream will forever and always be to work in the music industry/mtv.
hillz~*
Lauren: If you have friendships and you trust them, that’s everything. Who are your friends if you can't trust them? I think that one of the hardest things for me was that you didn’t trust me.
Audrina: I don’t trust anyone, and you’ve known that for so long.
Lauren: It isn’t about trusting people, it's about knowing WHO to trust.
Audrina: I haven’t been happy lately, I've been so torn and so angry and so just almost lost, like I don’t know who I am anymore. I just feel like inside I've lost who I am.
Lauren: But sweetie, you have to understand that there are people that just really want the BEST for YOU.
Audrina: It's almost like I've learned to become my own best friend and I don’t trust anyone, and that’s not healthy, it's bad.
Lauren: I just wish you'd trust me. I promise you; I never want you to be sad.
grey's anatomy.
oh my fucking god shonda rhimes is honestly one of the most amazing human beings on the planet and if i could meet her (which i may very well have the chance to !!!!!!!!!!) i would literally probably break down and cry and grovel at her feet.
that is all.
i am a rapper.
today i wrote and recorded a rap song.
it is called “holler backwards”
it is very. very. good.
btdubs, its not finished yet. We only have 2 verses and a rough recording of the chorus. you already know that ill holla as soon as dat single drops.
HOLLER BACKWERDZ U ALREADY KNO!
em0shunz!
to say the least, im very emotional right now and i feel like a crack addict (whats up spleesh!) that is going through withdrawl because im trying to shy away from my pre-sleep cocktail to calm my nerves.
im just really nervous/stressed over finals ok, no big.
what is the purpose of my blog?
i feel like everything in life needs a purpose, even if the purpose is unfounded. which is to say that even things that you do “just for fun” have the purpose of being done just for fun. yadidi?
that being said, what is the purpose of my tumblr? is it for me to post deep insightful posts, or would it be better served as a place for random notes about life?
it can only be one or the...
tumblr challenges suq.
I really wanted to do a post challenge that would allow me to reflect on what has arguably been/will be the most important and life changing year of my life. All the tumblr challenges out are completely useless in my humble opinion (well half of them are useless for this purpose in specific, and the other half are just useless in general) and I think that I’m going to have to pull an end of...
